feeling like comlplete shit.

i'm sick and i have work this WHOLE week. thats right, seven days straight.

fucking bullshit :( .. i wasn't supposed to work today but last night at the christmas party this one girl got sick and it like set off a domino affect. everyone was swapping and chopping shifts around. and i got stuck with open till 2pm today .. i was supposed to stay home and get some long awaited rest. i'm working myself sick, literally.

moving on! .. i've been really all over the place in terms of the personal life. the conversations i've been having with a couple of people have really got me thinking. i don't even know where to begin. at times i can conquer the world without him .. and at other times i'm like .. a wreck. boo hoo to all this emotional shit.

my home life is sucky as well. i miss my mum, she's always pre-occupied and definately run down. i hope i can make a killing in the future so i can send her off to Vietnam for a fantastic holiday :) .. dad too, i guess. haha

i am definately not in the mood for any bullshit. gonna go grab some Maccas, pop a few panadols and have an early night.

ciao.