.. i'm in a really bad mood.

fuckedy fuckkerr fucken fuck (:

ok, now that i've got that out of my system i'm ready to blog.

i think i should go on a hiatus. i mean it's like so crappy not being a regular blogger, you store things in your head to blog about over a period of days and when it comes to blogging, you forget everything. the only reason i blog is so i can look back and reminisce about my life. i've lost a lot of motivation for blogging.

so the HSC has commenced. oh the joy. *note the sarcasm

the English Paper 1 was ok.. i fucked up in creative writing though. it started off as an adventure then turned sci-fi then turned all romantic HAHA no goos boiiii. i have Paper 2 on Monday which i am dreading cause there was no preparation there at all. and maths on Thursday. gahhh ==

moving on .. i had work today which was like ok. i miss all the old girls :( .. and i have work tomorrow as well how fantastic .. not.

Xqlusive is in December (: definately rockin up to that shit YO! hahahahahahaaaa woohoo how exciting thats something to look forward to. fuck the formal, i'm not even a formal person.

by the way i bought MAC's bronzing powder the other day (: sweeeeeet haha!i am going make-up crazy, just can't get enough. i need to find a new face for spring/summer .. i've gotton so used to the wintery make up that i'm so out of it now.

moving on, this weekend was supposed to be fun. i've been stuck at home or at work. thats not fun. i'm in a shit mood. sorry.

i miss him :( it sucks. i know i'm supposed to be like all whatever trevor but it's just not happening. i don't know how i'm supposed to feel. it's always on my mind.