fuck school has taken over .. for now .

full stressed even though school isn't supposed to take over . i really want to achieve something in the next two years . whether it be academically or otherwise.

well lately close close friends have been having troubles and shit . this is not the fucken way to go . to you i say i have your back babe . not tryna be a hardcore g or whatever just know i'm here to support you and your decisions ( L )

i really miss my boyfriend. words actually cannot describe how much i am missing him and how pissed i am that school is getting in the way of our relationship but what the fuck can i do ? . my parents are typical, in the ways of thinking that their child should dedicate 1OO% towards school, no going out, no net, no fun . all FUCKEN WORK . WELL FUCK BRO I AM TRYING it's only bee en two days and i think i'vlost count on how many times they've given me lectures . one day i think i'm just gonna stop caring about what they want for me .. well .. in my adolescent life that is .

okay .. i dunnoe why but this has turned to a LONG ASS ENTRY. leave now if you cannot be bothered reading on :)

okay . my girls . notice i say my due to the fact that i treat them like their my own :) . sisters that is . fuck we've been through so much and even though we are shit talkers / fucken retards most of the time , there are times when we need each other and no one can compare to the trust we share and the memories that we have created and sometimes regretted ;P . i am not going to say REPRESENTING SDF or whatever caus it is so much more than that . it's something you cannot describe . ( L )

continuing on .

i really want to see my boyfriend this sunday . the extra special occasion ? our one month haha ! wow . seems like so much longer .. maybe caus it has been LOL ! well yes i'm a full happy kunt :) it may seem a tad soont . but i love him . :) .. and i'm not afraid to say it or deny it anymore .

he's good for me :) in every way . he's always there when i need someone other than the girls to talk to ( L ) . i'm amazed i found someone like him so soon , i thought i'd have to go through at least 3 other guys to hit the jack pot ROFLS IT . it's so easy to talk to him, before i knew him properly i hid all my emotions and all that caus i was afraid of getting hurt or letting anyone know about my personal life i guess . i trust him immensly . although not completely .. caus the only person i can trust completely is myself .. may seem a bit self centered but it's true. he is my first love and i'm happy to say that i am his as well . ROFLS IT . this boy is inlove with ben sherman LOL . gee - eez enough trish .. but seriously, he is my heart ;P HAHA FUCK CORNY MOMENT ! .. what i'm trying to say without ranting on ( too late ) is that i love Nguyen Chi Phi .

.. well yes .. thats about it .. a small mention about my family , we've been through a lot . most recently it has been about the person i thought i could trust the most, but hey everyone makes mistakes . and in the end you can't choose your family

well i think that's all i wanna write about atm . have a good term to all who are attending school . and to those who have other commitments,take it easy ! :)


love tricia